Camino de la Luna : Truth

?The first principle is that you must not fool yourself ? and you are the easiest person to fool.?  Richard Feynman, Nobel Prize winning physicist The moment I felt my real feelings, back in a Native American healing in 2016, I discovered what a great liar I was.  Lonely, depressed, desperate? the lowest of the low?  No matter how my life looked to anyone else the only thing that mattered was being real with myself. But I was still lying, so poetically, so romantically, tricking myself, that my lies grew even more dangerous.  Luckily life protected me from myself, from acting on what I thought was real.  Instead I got on a plane to Spain and started hiking, each step bringing me closer to the truth, which I would finally understand on the other side of the world.