I am a Daydreamer and a Night Thinker

Have you ever just felt so insecure that you really never even know what it felt like to actually feel good about yourself? What does it mean to look at yourself in the mirror and just not feel anything? It's like looking through the eyes of someone who feels nothing but hatred towards you. A person who only speaks of just negatively, who will belittle you in any way. My insecurities scream louder than my own words half the time. It's like before I can say anything here are comes my insecurities taking hold of my throat. The pages of this book needs to be flipped upside down, sort of like how my life tends to go on a daily.